Inside part 2

Once you told me how proud you were but I walked away...If only I knew what I know today...
Once you asked me why I did it, but you did not obtained any answer from my mouth. It is the time to open my mind,my heart and to tell the truth (even if you are not going to read it). Do you remember our first summer "together"? I came back to my home from the cruise and the first thing I did was to go to see you.I really needed it because I have missed you a lot.The following morning you broke my heart by e-mail.This is all what I was thinking about in that moment.This is not an excuse for my behaviour. I did it wrong. I had to ask you before. This was not your fault, but neither was mine. And I have hurt myself by hurting you.Some days I feel broke inside, but I would not admit.

"I know how to live without you.I can eat,I can talk,I can watch movies,I can smile without you.I'm surrounded by my friends,I read books,I go to parties and I make new friends. I don't need you for nothing,but I want you for all."

Learning to let him go

Seems like it was yesterday.It was killing me that you had disappeared.I needed you,but you were not here.How something so real can become unknown?And I kept you inside and outside of me.At the top of the closet,in case maybe, someday...But maybe it's always an escape.It is the fear disguised in a doubt that pushes you back.I stopped chasing illusions and remembered what we were to understand why we are not today.And now, I decide to close the boxes forever,the photos,the memories,this collection of life that makes the difference between what we once had and what I've lost.I'll take pictures of my memories that affectionately summarise what you were,what we were, what I am.For everything you gave me,for everything I gave you,I'll reserve you a special place in my memory.Without fear or bitterness.I wish you the best.

Love never ends

Breaking traditions,myths and all around love...We grown up watching our parents in formal relations,serious,with stories that they are known since they are fifteen years old. Thirty of fourty years is not enough for their love and our grandparents -because they don't have mobile phones-  expected in the train station,the bus stop and they rely on each other. How are our love stories?First of all,we want to become strong.We want to make men think that we don't care about them, and they want to cheat us telling that they never fall in love. Our generation is full of beer and sex.We can't hardly escape of loving and of being loved,because that person always comes to our life.Because when we fall in love, a loop is created, and this loop can't be destroy by anything. Neither distance nor time. And meeting someone new -even if it is amusing- it will be clear who is the person we love.There are loves that always stay, although we say goodbye.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5kCqkQjAZk

Endings are beginnings

Cold starts, the routine, wraps, evenings at home...Holidays, ice cream, beach, shorts and suspenders are over.Now it otherwise enjoy : a kiss under the rain,a film under a blanket,a weekend in a country house in the mountains. A good hug can be the perfect excuse.Because no matter if it's cold or hot, the important thing is to enjoy whoever you want.There is no more.  Happy autumn-winter.

What I want..

I want you to fall in love with me,
but fall in love
with my evil side,
with my sarcasm,
with my mental imbalance,
with my bad habits,
with my way of shouting,
with me so subtly criticising,
fall in love with the bad temper I get sometimes,
fall in love with this evil genius that I have hidden.
Fall in love even with my perverted side.
Fall in love with that part of me that almost nobody knows.
Fall in love with my shortcomings.
Fall in love with the chaos caused when everything goes wrong.
Because of my smile
my funny side
my tender side
my cheesy side
my amorous side.
Because of my good side
anyone could fall in love ...

Inside

She do not know what  those feelings are. It had been three years since her last "I love you", but something weird was happening. She still loved him. She still cries for him,but he never returned.She still thinks is to blame for this horrible end.She did not understand how she could let it go, the boy that she loved. Sometimes people do things that they can not imagine and she did it.

Maybe he will returned or maybe he will not but that hope which has kept alive. She is happy because he is. The truth is that I rarely believed in magic but think how nice it is there makes me want to become a witch.Because there are still fools who sing under the windows romantic songs.I discovered that magic exists when I met him.

Opinion paragraph

I do not agree with the new education's reform in Spain for university saying that there must have three years in a degree and two in a master because a master is more expensive than a degree and right now a master has just one year. I think the government does not think in people that can not pay the university by their self. The education must be cheaper like in Norway and other European countries.